This is a little piece that I wrote yesterday (24th of Mai 2016), which does explain my recent blogging silence. Hopefully posting it will get me out of the slump.
3 months ago my mother drew her very last breath.
I still cannot believe it. I cannot seem to grasp this new reality.
Sometimes things are very tough. Especially when realization comes crashing down on me like a tsunami.
3 months is a long time. So much can happen in 3 short months. I watched my daughter grow, develop an impressive bilingual vocabulary. I thought about my past, my present and what I want for my future. I got my creativity going again. Still these last three months have been foggy I am not experimenting Spring the way I did last year. I never experienced Spring so intensely as I did last year. I had no idea that the interests Spring so far would be the last one with my mother. Continue reading “3 months”