Earlier this year I mentioned on my blog that I want to change professionally. From time to time I have had posts in a self-analysis style. In a way sharing these thoughts, makes me feel less lost.
So the truth is that there are quite a few truths.
I wrote a guest post for Gulara Vincent more than 3 years ago. At the time my mother was dying. Still, when I wrote the post I touched upon the truth about myself. The truth that I am always hiding from myself.
Whenever I flick through my notebooks, this truth comes back at me.
I reflect all the time, trying to figure out which path to follow.
There are a few things that I want to have in my professional life. I want to teach (explain, transfer knowledge, inspire people, make you jump over your shadow), I want to write (anything really, no wonder I wanted to be a journalist, and loved writing papers), want to research things.
The truth is, I am hiding from my own capabilities.
I am reading a book (this is homework) in order to find my professional path. Well, guess what, there are no answers! All the answers the book is giving me bring me back to where I was. The only thing that is happening is that I am confronting the truth.
So what is this truth?
The truth is I need to fight my imposter syndrome, stop worrying about admin stuff to publish my book. For now, I think I will publish a collection of short stories.
The truth is, I am a writer.
The truth is, I need to find a job that lets me make money, has good hours, makes me think, research, encourage people, transmit knowledge, and write.
The eternal struggle – I hope it all comes together for you!
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I think we all have the imposter syndrome in our professional lives, and often in life in general. Go for it 🙂
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The truth is that we often are “finding ourselves” throughout our lives. Good that you are focused on the important steps such as finding a job that suits you and allows you to share your knowledge. Plus, short stories are the rage these days.
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There are days that I think the imposter syndrome actually is reality as intended. Fine. But it leaves me exhausted some days.
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